Over the last couple of days, I became every Master's nightmare. Questioning my submission, questioning my choices in life. I was moody, argued with my Master, and in general not a good submissive.
My Master became firm with me, but never harsh. Guiding me in the right direction, yet never forcing me. He has been patient, just listening to my ranting and raving about everything that was wrong, then gently reminded me of everything that was right.
The I realized that this is what I've always wanted, and I was distroying my own happiness, because people judge what they don't understand. I have decided to work extra hard on my submission, to show Master, I really want this.
Also, I found this 'submissive greed', something I will live by Master.
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