my submissive plant

Well, growth can be seen in the plant.  It's growing a lot faster than what I realized.  Water and nurturing.

Like my submission should be growing, with growth seen on a weekly basis.  I'm still going through a rough patch, and some days it's difficult to see any growth.

Following Orders

For my weekly task this week, I had to research the letter 'F'.  When looking through the list, "Following Orders" kinda stuck with me.

Even though I strive to do as my Master says, I have been having problems, making assumptions and not listening to what exactly my Dominant expected from me.  This created friction between us, and has been hindering my growth into the perfect submission.

I realize the importantance of following orders properly, asking questions when unsure, and listen /read the instructions properly.

This is the only way I can be Master's "Good Girl" again...
   

Early Christmas Wishes

My submissive pot plant

Looks like I'm going to get to know my pot plant very well.  This is now day four.  And unlike my submission, where there's doubts, my plant is thriving.

Even starting to push out new leaves again.  If only life could be that easy.

My submissive plant

I am excited to see, that there has been new growth since yesterday.  Now if my submission can only grow as well.

Weekly Task, Sunday, my submissive plant

My submissive plant, has been doing great this week, and actual growth can be seen in both of us,

But the question that has been hounding me since yesterday is, who looks after our Dominant?  I think we tend to forget about that part of or submission.  My plant won't thrive, if I'm not there to nurture it, just like I can't grow, if my Dominant isn't there to guide me.

All is important in the cycle of life.  And yes, mistakes are made, but it should be regarded as a learning tool.  The compost needed to grow...

Dominant / Master

As a submissive, I expect my Master to be there for me all the time, be perfect all the time.  He must guide me gently and sometimes firmly.  He must accept my moods patiently, and help me back o. The right path.

But how often, do I realize that He is also just human.  Thank Him for his effort and hard work.  And yes, I'm hard work.

And when He makes mistakes, forgive Him, just as He has forgiven me for all my mistakes, and wait patiently for Him to return, as my Master.